...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Leden 2013

skin

18. ledna 2013 v 19:13 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
And the bruise it just wont go away
So she sits and she waits
And flips through an old magazine
'Til the nurse with a smile stands at the door
And says "Will you please come with me?"
Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten it wont come back again
But with the therapy we're gonna try
It's just been approved it's the strongest there is
But I think we caught it in time
Sara Beth closes her eyes
And she dreams she's dancin' around and around
Without any cares
And her very first love
Is holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair...

I´m showing you my scars that's who I AM!

12. ledna 2013 v 11:44 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
My hands are cold
My body's numb
I'm still in shock
DEAR GOD, DEAR LIFE, What have you done?!?
My head is pounding
My vision's blur
Your mouth is moving
I don't hear a word
And it hurts so bad....
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds
I don't know how much more love, this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wooooounds, where their leaving, the scars I AM keeping
Marks a battle
Still feel raw
A million pieces of me on the floor
I'm damaged goods
For all to see
Now who would ever want to be with me
I've got all the baggage
Drink the pills
Yeah this is living but without the will!
Blacken out
I'm shutting down
I don't know how much more love this, heart can lose
but hey, loose your clothes and show your scars that's who you are.....
THAT´S WHO I AM

figure skating story part1 :)

12. ledna 2013 v 11:37 | Ettie |  Video

fact n.1
my "cousin" Igor, who is in NJ for a while is a couch for Elena, it was so good to see him last year on TV :P can´t wait for this european championship... oh good luck
and until then... see ya L8R alligator(s) :)

NCISLA story so far.. music vid :)

12. ledna 2013 v 11:31 | Ettie |  NCISLA


Chicago fire videos made by myself :)

12. ledna 2013 v 11:29 | Ettie |  Chicago Fire
Enjoy! O:)


back in the hospital :(

2. ledna 2013 v 23:16 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Mommy smiles like everythings okay
tries to hid the fear thats written on her face
because she knows what waiting for her down the road
and shes not ready to let go
but you know im there beside you
so put your pain behind you
and let me dry your eyes....
angel youve been fighting for so long
and i know that you are strong
and ill be there beside you as you move on

i know that the path you take gets cold and dark
but i hope that you know i love you with all my heart

until the end ill be here beside you by your bed
until you go back home forever....
you know im there beside you
so put your pain behind you
its time to spread your wings and fly
----- angel you dont have to fight anymore
cuz youve finally won the war
and theyre waiting for you at heavens door
angel i know its hard to accept this
but youll find your happiness
when youre my angel shining down from heaven .....

i know youre scared
feeling anxious and unprepared
but you know that ill be there
til the bittersweet end
just hold on tight
cuz everythings gunna be alright
when you finally see the light
and you go home again...
angel before you go please promise me
that youll always be happy
and youll always know that i keep you with me
and youll always be my angel