...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Květen 2012

Goodbye's (Saddest word)

27. května 2012 v 20:37 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Mamma, you gave life to me turned a baby into a lady....
Now I know there is no other love like a mother's love for her child
And I know a love so complete someday must leave... must say goodbye.....
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry....

Mommy, all I ever needed was a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I know there is no other love like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts so that something so strong someday will be gone, must say goodbye....

But the love you gave me will always live
You offered me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes.....
And when you need me
I'll be there for you all the way
I'll be there all life through
I'll be there this I guarantee
I'll be there through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes....

.... It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye 'till we meet again...
Until then... goodnight....

... i am emotionaly done.. :(

12. května 2012 v 17:33 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
My mommy is back in the hospital.... we are still fighting... stroke survivor for 3X times, fever down, still no reaction from her and we had today first epilepsy sign, saw it all and i thought this will be her end... she is a hero, a fighter... while she has a hope, i have a hope, I am just.. DONE :(

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Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless and maybe
WE ALL WILL find some peace tonight :´(

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting,
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees.....


oh life.....

7. května 2012 v 16:50 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Life is like a distant star to me... so beautiful, so far to be true...
I feel like a boat in the middle of the evaporated lake
The only thing I wish is to stop it all and then forsake
To not to feel what I feel I need a heart of steel....
This is what I wanna say I gotta let you know
This is what I wanna talk about I did love I still do .....
Life is like a broken glass to me, so solid but so senseless on the floor. For me is life a wonder of this vanished lake the only thing I wish is to stop it all and get some break!
To not to feel what I feel I need a heart of rock, a heart of steel....
my mom is dying :´(