...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Březen 2012

I miss my mom :( the one who was healthy, loving 12 years ago... now i see a woman who doesn´t wanna see me :´(

24. března 2012 v 20:04 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
If only I knew what I know today...
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done,
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again:(((
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there----
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and I've hurt myself by hurting you---

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit. Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
MOM, Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? :( Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
It's so out of line to try to turn back time....

... i am so emotionaly done.. :(

19. března 2012 v 21:21 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
and I'm tired of waiting
Waiting here in line
hoping that I'll find
what I've been chasing :(
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
so why did I drown
I'll never know why it's coming down down down
Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I'm missing way to much
so when do I give up
what I've been wishing for
Oh I am going down down down
Can't find another way around
and I don't wanna hear the sound
of losing what I never found
:(
Oh it's coming down down down....

I´M GONNA MAKE IT!!!

5. března 2012 v 19:54 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
At first I was afraid then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong but I grew strong & I learned how to get along
I'm not gon give up I'm gon work harder & I'm gonna make it
I will survive !!!
It took all the strength I had, not to fall apart kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry But now I hold my head up high I will survive!!!!