...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Únor 2012

chicane

28. února 2012 v 18:10 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I´m not like other girls, I could've conquered the world until you broke me down... :(
Are you happy now?
And do you realize the words you say
Make bruises that don't fade away
Are you happy now?
That you've brought us down

We are not like you, you don't like that
15 years down the road, we could be everything you won't but right now you're breaking us down... Are you happy now?

We´ve heard that it was done to you is that why you do what you do...Well that's no excuse!!!
And if it felt hell to you then why'd you wanna put us through what hurt you?
Are you happy now? That you've brought all of us down????
I don't think so
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Šikanovanie je vraj trestný čin, ale ak to robí učiteľ, profesor žiakom, nikto s tým nič neurobí?!? vie o tom vedenie, všetci a nik s tým nič nespraví, lebo on je garant a profesor, je mi z toho zle :´( a vraj podľa najnovším info najlepšia škola, to sa asi nepýtali na fakultách čo za učiteľov a bordel tam je... ako beriem, všade sa nájde učiteľ, ktorý si rád pochutná na študentoch a robí mu priam potešenie ich zhadzovať a ničiť životy, no čo je veľa to je veľa... a my už ticho nemienime byť...raz príde i na neho :(

anybody out there?

23. února 2012 v 21:53 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Hello, hello... anybody out there? 'cause I don't hear a sound :S
Alone, alone I don't really know where the world is but I miss it now...
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs
sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright but it's never enough :´(
cause my echo, echo is the only voice coming back


listen, listen I would take a whisper if that's all you have to give but it isn't, isn't... you could come and save me, try to chase it crazy right out of my head...
I don't wanna be down and I just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again but 'til then just my echo, my shadow....

Smrt // DEATH :´( the English translation is under the picture)

16. února 2012 v 17:32 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Slnko zhaslo možno navždy,
tu povolí moment každý,
nespoznávam samu seba
smrť vnímaš inak, z druhej strany,
kým ja si tíško lížem rany :(


myšlienky spálili už moju myseľ,
zostalo prázdno, nč nemá zmysel
v hlave mám tmu necítim svet

zbledol život v ťažkej chvíli,
hlava v smútku srdce kvíli,
skúšam chápať mňa aj teba,
no ty vždy vidí š iba seba
smrť vnímaš inak, ako ja
z druhej strany,
kým ja si tíško lížem rany
minúty plynú, nožom prerývajú dušu
zostali mi oči plné soli
tvoj odchod bolí, bolí
prší,
a padá na mňa nebo....

The sun went out... maybe for forever...
That allows each moment
intersection of me and you,
I do not recognize myself
You perceived the death differently as me, you from the other side, while I am trying to heal the wounds
Ideas already burned my mind,
the last desert flower was burnt
everything left so empty, I don´t feel a thing

The life blanched in this difficult moment
the head in sadness, the heart is broken
I am trying to understand me and you,
Minutes are flowing, The knife is cutting the soul, You´re leaving hurts so badly....
The heaven is falling on me...
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by Patricia Vittek
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For the information: We have another death in family, just came back from one funeral, and im going to another one in next day. I know, the death just let them to be free, to not feel the pain anymore... I am just so tired of it, it´s always someone I known, I loved, someone who maybe should still live, meanwhile my mom is fighting for 11 years and we are all done emotionaly... I just can´t do it anymore :( please say a little prayer for my mom, let the God know that she and we are ready to let her go to his arms.... to be free again :´(
Thanks!
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Informácia: Dnes som bola za rok už pomaly na treťom pohrebe a čaká nás ďalší. Pred 2 dňami zomrela priateľova babka, áno, nebola to "rodina", ale rodina sa niekedy nepovazuje len za tú pokrvnú. Veď túto babku som videla pomaly častejšie ako tú svoju, starala som sa o ňu, pomáhala som....
Poslednú dobu okolo mňa a nás umiera veľmi veľa ľudí, ja/my už proste nevládzeme. S mamkou bojujeme už 11 rokov, sme na pokraji síl, ja už ďalej nechcem... nevládzem.... Prosím, keď to budete čítať, hoďte modlitbičku i za moju mamku, ale nie na uzdravenie, lebo to nepomôže, povedzte Bohu nech si ju vezme do svojej náruče, nech sa už nemusí trápiť, nech ju už nikdy nič nemusí bolieeť :(
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