...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Leden 2012

No. nobody knows...

25. ledna 2012 v 10:14 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
....nobody here seems to feel the need to complain
We´re all made of the same material
We´re all just variations of the same
But the way we live is beyond surreal...
At least that´s what they say you need to say sane
Am I the only one who feels alone?
Nobody knows the trouble I´ve seen
No, Nobody kows the trouble I´ve been...
could you , want to, would you even
try to?
Gonna fade into the wall
Don´t catch me when I fall....
Tell me why I gave up the believing?

I´ve fallen many times before
But I always got back up
Nobody knows...

so cold...

24. ledna 2012 v 20:38 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Oh,you can hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home!

Oh,when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more.
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
I can't figure out why...
Why I'm alone and freezing.....

Love the way you lie....

22. ledna 2012 v 20:45 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes!
Though you've lost your mind
And You just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie...

Now there's gravel in our voices
In this tug of war, you'll always win even when I'm right
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles....

if i lay here...

19. ledna 2012 v 15:10 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I´'ll do it all---Everything---On my own...
I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those few words are said too much but hey're not enough...
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I need your grace to remind me to find my own
All that I am, all that I ever was
I don't know where, xonfused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all...


19. ledna 2012 v 15:05 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I showed him all the best but I'm afraid the best wasn't good enough
And know he never wanted at least not the way I wanted to be loved
And I feel like I was a mistake
He's not worth all those tears that won't go away
And now I've grown up
With this notion that I was to blame
And I seem so strong sometimes
But you know that I still feel the same
As that little girl who shined like an angel
Even after his lazy heart put us through hell
Inside I´m dying 'cause I can't believe
He would leave us alone
And leave me so cold
When I was his daughter
But the blood in my veins as I carry his name ťurns thinner than water
And You promise that it's not fault of mine...

RIP na počesť slovenkým vojakom

19. ledna 2012 v 14:53 | Ettie |  Video

Tribute to fallen soldiers +19.1.2006

42 slovenských vojakov sa vracalo domov z Kosova, žiaľ pár minút pred pristátím v Košiciach ich rodiny maďarké lesy nadobro obrali o najdrahších. Odpočívajte v pokoji.

RIP plk. MUDr Martin Haber


18. ledna 2012 v 11:03 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I'll make it through the rainy days
I'll be the one who stands here longer than the rest
When my landscape changes, rearranges
I'll be stronger than i've ever been
No more stillness, more sunlight,
I know that there's gonna be a change
I'm all alone and finally
I'm getting stronger
You'll come to see just what I can be
I'm getting stronger

Sometimes I feel so down and out
Like emotion that's been captured in a maze
I had my ups and downs
Trials and tribulations,
I overcome it day by day!
I didn't know what I had to do
People around me
But they didn't care
So I searched into my soul
I get by, see i'm gonna do this for me!

be ok...

16. ledna 2012 v 19:34 | Ettie
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok tomorow as well...
I just want to feel something today
Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts....
and we just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today
Know that maybe WE will be ok :)

Life is bigger

8. ledna 2012 v 13:24 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Life is bigger...it's bigger than you & you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much but I haven't said enough
Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no, I've said too much, I've said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think, I thought, I saw you try
But that was just a dream
Try Cry Why Try....

use somebody...

8. ledna 2012 v 10:07 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I've been roaming around always looking down at all I see: painted faces fill the places I can't reach... YOU know that I could use somebody...
... someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
...countless lovers undercover of the street....
Someone like you

Off in the night
While you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

...I hope it's gonna make you notice....
....someone like me....


3. ledna 2012 v 11:09 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Pinch me
Is this real
This feeling of release
In the corners of my dreams
Tasting life
Numb again
Close my eyes
It begins...

I cannot stumble here
I am safe inside my head
When I wake up Ill forget
I'll come back to my mess
I will not leave
Stay asleep
Slip further in
My ecstasy

Safe inside my mind I hide...