...if my souls needs to shed some tears, then let them flow...

Květen 2008

Come what may...

22. května 2008 v 20:07 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Never knew I could feel like this....
like I've never seen the sky before
Seasons may change
winter to spring....

Listen to my heart
Can you hear it cries
telling me to give you everything....
It's amazing how you can speak
right to my heart....
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing....

The smile on your face
Lets me know
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall.....
You say it best WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL....

Suddenly the world seems
such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with
such a perfect grace
suddenly my life
doesn't seem such a waste
But our world revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Storm clouds may gather
and stars may collide
but I love you until
the end of time

And not seeing that.... is what I was trying to do...

20. května 2008 v 13:54 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me...
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me....

What hurts the most?!?
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing....
What could have been....

Still Harder...
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken...
I close both locks below the window
and I close both blinds and turn away....
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way....

calling all angels!

12. května 2008 v 15:36 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
I don't know
this could break my heart or save me...
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely...
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me....

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time....

I left my tears in but I know It's never really over....
Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months and I still remember it....
calling all angels....
walk me through this one
don't leave me alone
i´m cryin' and i´m hurtin'
and i´m not sure why...I am calling all angels...
Santa Maria, Santa Teresa, Santa Anna, Santa Susannah
Santa Cecilia, Santa Copelia, Santa Domenica, Mary Angelica
Frater Achad, Frater Pietro, Julianus, Petronilla, Petronela
Santa, Santos, Miroslaw, Vladimir
and all the rest....

To mom :) Happy mother´s day!

10. května 2008 v 10:09 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
You taught me everything and everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
There isn't anything or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side...
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were gray
Whenever I was down, you were always there
To comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Mama, mama you know I love you
Your love is like tears from the stars (Yes, it is)
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul....
You're always down for me have always been around for me
Even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong, yes, you did..
And you took up for me when everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on...
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid

And then you come to me and say to me
I could face anything...
And no one else can do what you have been doin' for me Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinkin' 'bout you
I'll never go a day without my mama....
Mama,ty budeš so mnou stále?!??
Nezavrieš ani potom očká?!?
Nad postielkou,tam na povale,
narastie cez noc rozprávočka...
Mamka, ty neodídeš, však?!?
Kto by nám potom pral a umyl riad?!? ;)

Sporím si korunky,
už ich mám päť,
kúpim ti dnes mamička
červený kvet.

Taký kvet ako lienka,
lúbim ťa, lúbim ťa

Dnes ti dám len tento kvet,
no raz ti kúpim aj celý svet!

Mamka, ty pôjdeš so mnou všade?
Ty poznáš všetky cestičky,
A keď ja poznám všetko ako treba,
znesiem ti aj dobré z neba!


9. května 2008 v 14:49 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
We never know where life will take us...
I know it's just a ride on the wheel
And we never know when death will shake us
And we wonder how it will feel...
I've seen a lot things that make me crazy
We could've run away and left, well maybe....
But it wasn't time and we both knew

Life's so fragile and love's so pure
We can't hold on but we try
We watch how quickly it disappears
And we never know why...
Sometimes the time just slips away
left with the memories
I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me..
I won't forget so don't forget the memories...
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been?!?
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again....
So goodbye my friend
I know I'll never see you again
But the time together through all the years
Will take away these tears
It's okay now....
Goodbye my friend.....


I don't know anything at all....

5. května 2008 v 19:37 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life...
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
I'll be forever thankful !
You're the one who held me up
and never let me fall...
You're the one who saw me through through it all....
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand and I could touch the sky..
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
My world is a better place because of you...

I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin',prayin´,fightin´...lost and looking all my life...

3. května 2008 v 18:19 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Here is where the road divides
Here is where we realize
The sculpting of the father's great design
Thru' time you've been a friend to me
But time is now the enemy
I wish we didn't have to say goodbye...

But I know the road he chose for me
Is not the road he chose for you
So as we chase the dreams we're after
Painted on our tapestry
We see the way it has to be
Weaving thru' the laughter and the tears...
But love will be the tie that binds us
To the time we leave behind us
Memories will be our souvenirs
And I know that thru' it all
The hardest part of love is letting go...
But there's a greater love that holds us....
Pray for me and I'll pray for you...
Pray that we will keep the common ground...

Where are you now?!?

2. května 2008 v 21:19 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
In my head I keep on looking back...right back to the start... Wondering what it was that made you change
Many roads to take some to joy and some to heartache...
Anyone can lose their way..
If I said that we could turn it backRight back to the start.. Would you take the chance and make the change???
Where are you?
Why can't I find you?
Why have you gone away?
Where is the laughter,
you used to bring me?

Do you think how it would have been sometimes?!? If we could only turn back time
but I guess we'll never know....
My world is changing.
and I'm rearranging.
Do you remember the one you used to know?
I'm not the same one.
See what the time's done?
Is that why you have let me go?

Just tell me why?!?

1. května 2008 v 14:34 | Ettie |  My ´life´ via lyric...
Everyday I ask myself what will I have to do
Do I have to stand and fight to prove to everybody who I am?
Is that what my life is for to waste in a world full of war?
Tell me why does it have to be like this?
Tell me why is there something I have missed?
Tell me why cos I don't understand!
When so many need somebody we don't give a helping hand....
Tell me WHY?!
I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin'
Lost and lookin' all my life
I've been wounded, jaded, loved and hated
I've wrestled wrong and right
I´ve been readin´,writin´, prayin´,fightin´..